ba-da-ba-ba-bahhhh SHE"S lovin it..........

Has everybody seen that McDonald's commercial with the little black kid having to put on his glasses when he gets up to the counter, and then at the end the little female in the store turns around and gives him that look, and the announcer/commentator/both those are the wrong word but the right one escapes me at the moment says,".....and that gives him more time to do other things kids his age do???   Is it just me, or is that look she shoots him just a little bit too much???    I mean, you don't give somebody that look when you want to play, you give somebody that look when you want to "play". hahahaha  I mean I sat there and was scared that this might turn into a child porno, I mean a REAL child porno. lol I don't know, it's just a random observation. 

Leonardo Be The Man

Well today was eventful.  meaning that it was normal. besides the fact that I went running today for the first time since I've been here.  Two weeks of inactivity = me happy that there's grass on both sides of the trail, because nobody wants to step in the feces that comes from the opposite side of the body. also besides the fact that my cousin came to see me and took me out to eat with some of her friends that still go to college here.  shockingly that is probably the highlight to my current stay here at the University of Arkansas Pine Bluff, I actually had a reason to do something off campus besides drinking and smoking, breaks are wonderful.  Oh and even that was eventful, because today I wore a shirt that displays a weed leaf in the design of the adidas symbol (niceeeeee) with the word addicted written under it, and just my luck a squad of police officers were at the same restaurant we were.  So as I was walking out of the bathroom one of them started staring me down with intensity, and i thought to myself, "Hey self, the saying says i should fight fire with fire", and that's exactly what i did.  Except my fire was spread by pride and an attitude of "catch me if you can", and hers was spread by the need to fill her violent appetite for confrontation, among with other cravings.  The same cravings that people on the opposite side of the law must fulfill, but society tells her she's justified.........she simply just chose a different side.  anyway, looking back, i guess today wasn't the personification of normal.  :)

"Cuzzy T where's the restart button????"

 PSALMS !$# (break the code to reveal the chp.)
 ¹Hear my prayer, O LORD, give ear to my supplications: in thy faithfulness answer me, and in thy righteousness.
   ²And enter not into judgment with thy servant: for in thy sight shall no man living be justified.
   ³For the enemy hath persecuted my soul; he hath smitten my life down to the ground; he hath made me to dwell in darkness, as those that have been long dead.
   ⁴Therefore is my spirit overwhelmed within me; my heart within me is desolate.
   ⁵I remember the days of old; I meditate on all thy works; I muse on the work of thy hands.
   ⁶I stretch forth my hands unto thee: my soul thirsteth after thee, as a thirsty land. Selah.
   ⁷Hear me speedily, O LORD: my spirit faileth: hide not thy face from me, lest I be like unto them that go down into the pit.
   ⁸Cause me to hear thy lovingkindness in the morning; for in thee do I trust: cause me to know the way wherein I should walk; for I lift up my soul unto thee.
   ⁹Deliver me, O LORD, from mine enemies: I flee unto thee to hide me.
   ¹⁰Teach me to do thy will; for thou art my God: thy spirit is good; lead me into the land of uprightness.
   ¹¹Quicken me, O LORD, for thy name's sake: for thy righteousness' sake bring my soul out of trouble.
   ¹²And of thy mercy cut off mine enemies, and destroy all them that afflict my soul: for I am thy servant.

Sunny Days

Sitting under a diamond blanket
Holding your one and only
Her skin sparkling like the moon-lit ocean.
The silence is the sign, the language, of intimacy.
Grass, bench, chair--the setting doesn't make the scene, it's the emotion.
The feeling of mutual love caressing each others hearts.
That's my definition of paradise

ONE CHIP TO RULE THEM ALL............so to speak

I never thought I'd see the day that the joys of life would be placed in one hand.  It seems impossible that the idea responsible for the formation of a country will be the same thing it spits upon and decapitates.  When something is able to contradict the very atom of its existence, it is often the greatest evil, but when one is allowed to do so without repercussion, is the greatest form of power.  Ironically the source of this power can also be placed in one's hand, a simple chip.  The computer chip has been at the heart of every social improvement since possibly the mid-80's, and now that the FDA has approved its implantation into the human body, it will now be used to fulfill the prophecies presented to us since the death of Christ.  The prophecies of the ultimate dictatorship, one world ruled by one man.  Through the disease of idle behavior and the want for convenience that we've already been implanted with, the computer chip will be used to monitor every action and transacion, trespassing every right to privacy we thought we had.  It will be the foremost tool employed by TPTB to inflict the reign of the anti-christ throughout the whole world, but this of course will be masked,  masked by the benefits that always ensue after the act of conforming, its safe and easy.  So with the pressing of buttons, and with lies of peace, this is how freedom dies.

Paradise Alaska

What if the world stopped turning, the sun stopped burning, and we were physically left in the same darkness that we engulf ourselves in figuratively everyday. Would the fear of the inevitable mask itself with guilt, or would the sync make you feel good???  Would the color of death bring to life the deepest emotions you conceal in the deepest parts of your personality?  With a confused paradigm, with a feeling of comfort, with the bringing of peace, I couldn't possibly register any other response than a simple smile.  It is when I am swallowed whole by the night that I feel the most complete, the most warmth, the most hope--the feeling is more than religious.  But then again this is probably because I am a man possessed, and just like this occurrence is not apart of the plan, neither am I.  I am not what was planned.  I am not what He planned, but I represent what has become.  Therefore I say, let come the death of day.