I thought she was different.......

Why? Why are we found incapable of decision? Why can we never truly know what we want? Why, when a person has made a list of the positives and negatives pertaining to a spouse, the #1 position is held by, "The sex is awesome." ? Why does this event prevent me from determining the most shallow partaker in the relationship? Why did no one think this was disgusting but me? Why do people demand a spouse that's experienced, yet if they grow to really care for that person, they can't help but feel jealousy when they encounter someone from the past that helped them become that way? Why? Because we're stupid. The solution? Shut up.